Consciousness

My mother turns 64 today. Alhamdulillah. Happy Birthday to her! Every time we return to our hometown in JB, every of her grandkids will have to mengaji with her. Not just the kids, even me too, I’ll also steal the time to have my mom checking on my recitation on certain surah I was working … Continue reading Consciousness

Officially a Mother of Three

It’s official, it’s true, and it’s real. Me - I’m now officially a mother of three! It’s not unbelievable. Since November last year when I first discovered this pregnancy, time flew fast but I lived in every moment so yes I knew I wasn’t dreaming when the nurse handed my new bundle of joy into … Continue reading Officially a Mother of Three

Errasy’s Birth Story

Earlier this year, I went through some tough times raising my 2 year-old toddler who was in the terrible twos phase. It was a real struggle to face his tantrums almost every single day and night when anything I did couldn’t settle his cry. Once he got disappointed just for a tiny thing, his tantrums … Continue reading Errasy’s Birth Story

Current Mommy-Feelings

I had a conversation with my 4-year-old boy about having a baby. My 4-year-old son demands a baby! No, not a baby. He wants two babies! Two babies for goodness sake, haha. I guess it’s something common for mommies with toddlers to come across this kind of situations. When kids are growing up to an … Continue reading Current Mommy-Feelings

Caesarean is a Gift

I feel called to write about this. Caesarean, a way to deliver a baby that's usually a second option, the least preferred, the most avoided. Always, caesarean is perceived as an unlucky event for mothers not getting to birth the normal way. Always, we hear in our community, delivering normal is a rizq, a blessing … Continue reading Caesarean is a Gift