First Month of Kindy

Where has the time gone? The first month of the year has passed at all, there’s no more January 2018.  How has it been with you, this year? Mine, hurm.. There’s a lot going on but one that I wanna talk is about my kids’ first month of kindergarten.

Do they like school? Well I can’t tell exactly. In the first two weeks they were pretty cranky sometimes but towards the end of the month, I can see they adopted the routine already. Let me analyse them.

EDHANY vs ERRASY

Edhany is 5 and Errasy is 4. It’s so obvious that when it comes to school, Edhany is more compliant while Errasy is somewhat the opposite. Edhany understood the idea of going to school even months prior to it. So when it started, he’s kinda ready physically and mentally. He’s compliant I can say.

Errasy has lots of tricks!

He didn’t want to wear his name tag.
He didn’t want to tuck in his t-shirt.
He wanna bring his toy cars in the bag.
He wanna eat something on the way to school.
He didn’t finish his colourings.
He removed the sticker on his name tag to identify siblings.

Thisss boy..…. Always gets us shaking heads with his characters of all kinds! But anyhow, he’s just 3 something right; we don’t put high expectations on him anyway.

MORNINGS

Edhany has always been a morning person we don’t know from where he inherited it. Definitely not us, haha. Even on weekends he would get up early and sometimes straight to shower. To get him ready in the morning is usually not a problem.

Errasy is on the other hand. To get him under the shower is real struggle I give up sometimes and let my husband handle him. But that is the only morning problem actually. Right after he gets dressed and set, he will be in the mood already and one thing so good is that, he has very good appetite in the mornings he eats breakfast a lottt..!

I’m getting used to the routine by now and I enjoy sending them to school. The crying scene only happened on Day 1 and no more after that. Thank God!

WEAN-OFF BOTTLES

I never thought it’s this early but it was actually just coincidence and happened to be, they’re officially off-bottles now. I thought of buying new ones to them but they kept saying no, they’re big and schooling now and insisted to have milk from the cup. This is a good milestone I know but somehow it’s also affecting their milk intake. They drink lesser now and are turning very thin, both of them. This is no good but also not reversible. What I can see now, they have better appetite on foods, they eat more but I don’t know.. I always have this thought that milk is the main contributor for the kids’ physical growth that even if they’re big eaters but if they don’t consume enough milk, it won’t help the same. Hurm… I gotta monitor their weight by time.

NIGHTS

“Once your kids start schooling, they’re gonna be tuned to sleep early at nights!” – This is such a popular statement I received from mothers of schooled kids, and it’s my favourite! I couldn’t wait for the time to see my kids on ‘low battery’ mode as early as 9pm and effortlessly go to bed without me having to drag them off.

But that’s not what happened! They’re still very energetic as usual and always refuse to sleep early. I got thwarted a little of my unrealized high expectation but when I think again well of course? The school duration is only 3 and a half hours. In the PM, they’re at the babysitter’s house the whole evening and they’ll have day-nap. That’s when they’re charging for the nights and so with us at home is play time and it will lastttt up to 11 or 12! Breathe outtt…. Cool Mom, cool….

HEALTH

Oh this is so worrying. On the very first day itself after coming back from school, Edhany was down with a fever! And the first two weeks were all about us dealing with their fever, cough and flu that came alternately on both of them. This is so odd to us because our kids have always been okay all this while, most of the time. They have been at the babysitter’s place for years and there’s no other kids taken care under the same roof so they’re quite safe from diseases.

But now they’re exposed and so easily infected. I began supplying vitamins to them just in hope that it could protect their health and increase their antibody. Things got better in the 3rd and 4th weeks and I hope they’ll always be fine. So far just in January, they’ve skipped school for 3 days for being unwell.

LEARNING & PROGRESS

I was first so shocked when the teacher told me that the school doesn’t give any homework for the kids. I was in between of feeling weird and yeay as well. Haha. Yeay because I’m also afraid if let’s say they have homework and I couldn’t make time after work to sit and teach them what’s due tomorrow then we’re gonna be in trouble. But hey if they don’t have homework then when do they revise things they learn? I was all ‘blur’ and clueless in the whole first month about what they do in school. Are they just singing and playing all day? Do they learn something? When are my kids going to be clever? Hahaha.

I contacted other mom-friends of the same school programme of other branches and states asking about this and I’m calmed to know that the homework thingy is the same with them too. They told me the concept they’re applying and it makes sense in some way. They also reminded me that the year has just started so relaxxx…!! Hahaha.. Such a knotty mom I am.

FAST READING TECHNIQUE SEMINAR 2018

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Finally, finally… At the end of the month I attended this seminar that they held for the parents of Little Caliphs. The seminar aimed to give exposure to us on their learning technique, on how they teach the kids reading the fast way using the phonics method so that we understand and can teach them the same way too. The seminar was so educative to me and I’m not ‘blur’ anymore! Hehehe..

After the seminar, then only they started to bring a book home every day. The only thing we need to do is to revise the pages that the teacher marks as a revision of what they’ve learnt earlier. That is meant as the homework and it’s only reading; not writing or colouring all that so it can be done casually. I’m also equipped with the fancy learning kits to aid my teaching hope it helps! They advised parents to spend only 5 to 10 minutes per day and with that I pledged to myself that I must do it. As much as I’m committed to this, it’s also very tricky to get the boys’ focus but this is what I gotta do for the sake of them. Go, go Mom!!!

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OTHERS

Edhany kept bugging us to bring a cake for him for the Birthday Party when his birthday is two months away.
Errasy peed in the pants on the second day of school.
They don’t know their friends’ names.
They acted like teachers at home.
And for the record, they have never been late to school so far! Well done to us because we’re always the late-comers to work but will not let the kids behave the same! Haha..

One month down, way to go!

As ever,
SALZY

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Kids’ First Day of Pre-School

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Finally the time came for me to experience this. All these while, I’d been watching people sending their kids to school and I couldn’t wait for my time. I thought it’s gonna be an all exciting feeling cause that’s what I could see from the pictures. Which was yes, after we have completed the registration for them two, I was so relieved that we finally reached a mutual agreement and felt certain with the decision. Two months to go, the feelings gradually changed and mixed. I was so overwhelmed! I kept on mentioning “they’re going to school soon!” like 20 times a day just to make sure that my husband was aware on that. Haha.

There was nothing much on the preparation. Almost everything was already included in the registration package from the uniforms, school bags and also stationery. Good! That was such a duty discount for me cause I was actually really not well during that period due to my heavy morning sickness.

Reaching the day, I got more and more emotional. I don’t know why… and I never expected this feeling. I even cried a few times knowing the fact that my kids were really going to school soon. The fact that they’ve grown up and are stepping to another phase of life, getting to be more independent and time will run even faster. Suddenly they’ll be in primaries, then primaries end. Secondaries, then secondaries end. In no time they’ll be in college and graduated and that’s it. It’s all gonna be really fast once it’s started and now that it’s going to start already, for real! How can a mother not be disturbed? And so I cried even moreee…!!

Hahaha… That was how dramatic I was. It’s so different from the time when I was to send them to the babysitter at only 2 months old! I was just so cool but now? This is weird, Mom.

In the morning of the first day, Edhany the elder one was all fine to get ready but Errasy was a bit cranky. He’s not used to getting up early so it’s a challenge for us to get him dressed. At school, we arrived early and they started to get excited with the fancy colorful kindy’s interior. When more and more kids came in, there were some of them crying and refusing to be in school. When Edhany saw them like that and that we told him we’re about to leave, he began to cry too! Oh my….. we gotta face this drama too!

It took us a few minutes to calm him down and leave slowly. I thought I would cry the moment I left them to the teachers’ hands but because my kid was already crying, it kinda ruined my touchy-feely mood. Haha.

Back from school when we picked them up, Edhany was fine but Errasy cried! The teacher said it was because he didn’t want to separate from his brother when they’re grouped by class. Oh my little baby! In fact, from our observation, Errasy is the smallest in size among all kids. Well of course, he’s enrolled as a 4-year-old but his actually age is only 3 years and 2 months he’s still so small for this. Plus, he was only successfully potty-trained just a month ago. That’s why I’m a bit fretful for him. But in terms of self-bringing, we believe he’ll do pretty good.

There goes the first day of school that I’d been curiously waiting for. It went normal after all and this is just the beginning, one for the history. Happy pre-schooling kids!!

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As ever,
SALZY

Errasy’s Birth Story

Earlier this year, I went through some tough times raising my 2 year-old toddler who was in the terrible twos phase. It was a real struggle to face his tantrums almost every single day and night when anything I did couldn’t settle his cry. Once he got disappointed just for a tiny thing, his tantrums would last up to more than an hour with non-stop crying and screaming. Can you imagine?

I was so stressed and felt like giving up. One night I isolated myself away and decided to blog about him and his current temperament so I poured all my unhappy feelings in a note book for me to type later. Today is his birthday. I flipped the notes that I wrote months ago and somehow, it curved a smile on my face. The tough motherhood phase has passed; my baby is now a happy boy! At least most of the time, not like before Alhamdulillah. So I cancelled my intention to write all the things in my notes because today is his 3rd birthday, I wanna reminisce the sweet memories of me giving birth to him.

Errasy was born through a planned C-section. I was all awake during the operation waiting for my baby to be pulled out from my tummy. It was a different experience, scary because when I delivered my first born, I was unconscious. This time, I savoured every moment in the operation theatre (OT) in my nervousness.

The atmosphere in the OT was quite relaxed even though everyone was moving around, here and there. I think I heard music being played if I was not mistaken but that was not my focus. During the operation, these people were having conversations with each other like there’s nothing going on in the room when actually, they were cutting my tummy layer by layer okay. In my mind thinking, maybe this c-sect operation is just like cutting onions to them especially for non-emergency case like this. Haha, my God! What a creepy thinking while on the surgery table.

Now comes the most thrilling part to me. When the ‘cutting’ process was completed, they informed me that in a little while they will pull my baby out. My heart was pounding fast, excited and nervous at the same time. When they took a peek at the baby who was still positioned in my tummy, the doctor’s assistant instantly said to me – “Emmm…..the baby is just like you.” She said it in a very casual way making me feel so curious. What did she mean? What did the ‘like-you’ like? I wanted to ask but I felt so weird to be talking when I knew my tummy was wide open and bloody so I kept it to myself, wondering in silence.

In less than a minute, Errasy was safely born and immediately shown to me. Such a beautiful moment and again the assistant said to me – “See…he is so fair! Justttt like you!” Awww….. Was that what she meant earlier? I was soooo over the moon the second I heard that. Having to see my baby fresh from the oven was already wonderful, the remark from her beautifies the moment even more I was so speechless!

Errasy was then taken by the nurses and the operation continued but I couldn’t stop smiling in bliss. It was one beautiful moment throughout the delivery process that will forever stay in my memory. The words “the baby is just like you, he is so fair just like you” stuck in my mind repeatedly whenever I throwback my second maternity journey and even every time when I look at my baby who now has turned 3 years old, today.

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Excuse this vain mommy people! Haha… the same comment if uttered at any other time wouldn’t make me feel flattered like this. It’s just because it happened at that very time, it created an unforgettable mommy-moment to me and I gotta record it in words, mind me. Hehe.. And I believe every mother also has her own exclusive cloud nine moment when giving birth to each child, right! *Care to explain. Ahaks*

My second baby, my second pregnancy. His coming was a surprise, I didn’t expect that I’d get pregnant again when my first born was only 10 months old. Such an unexpected gift, enlivens our lives with his funny characters I called him an entertainer in this family.

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Dear Errasy Eddean,

Happy 3rd Birthday my baby! May you grow healthy, wealthy, wise and lucky. Be a good boy now and rise as a good man in the future. Thank you for bringing so much happiness to us, we’re so blessed to have you as that cutie little brother. Stay close and clingy to Mom as you always do, I may seem annoyed with your childishness but please know that, deep inside my heart I’m loving every bit of it!

Mom loves you so much, Ayash Ayadean.. Always, and forever. Happy Birthday. 

Till the next post,
SALZY

Teach Your Kids at Home

Yesterday, we attended a pre-school’s briefing for parents who planned to enroll their children next year. They organized the briefing to explain about their programmes, syllabus, learning techniques and so forth. Our kids are going to kindergarten in less than 3 months! I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed this whole year and now, at this very moment, this feeling bounced triple. It’s the decision making time. Too many things to be taken into account and everything is crucial. But I’m not gonna talk about that because we’re almost there. A bit more things to be finalized and there you go kids. Hopefully it’s the right decision.

During the briefing, when the principal talked about children’s outcome from the learning, she advised parents to be involved with teaching at home; not just depend on the teachers in school. Well, it’s common, right? In today’s world; everything is on the fast lane. Primary schools’ exam questions are not like our time before they’re much advanced. And so to catch up with this, parents must also teach their kids at home, revise what they’ve learnt during the day and keep track of their development. For a fact, it’s our responsibility anyway. Oh my. Did you just load bricks on my shoulders?

Heavy, and hefty. That’s definitely the feeling every time I think of this particular responsibility. But yesterday, the way the teacher put it in her words when reminding us to do teach our kids at home was so uplifting. She didn’t simply say; “Parents, you must must must teach your kids too. You can’t expect only teachers to do our part and expect your kids to excel.” Typical reminders we heard yet so weakening. She had this message in her speech but this is how she worded it;

“Parents, do teach your kids at home too. Why? Because we want you to also gain the shares in the hereafter, not just us. For every word and every letter in the Quran your kids will read all their lives, there will be rewards to the ones who taught them since they started to know Alif, Ba, Ta. Also A, B, C. Should all the rewards go only to the teachers in school? We want you to gain your shares too. Teach your kids at home, okay?”

Such a beautiful perspective. Focusing on the benefits rather than warning the cause of failures when this is only a beginning. Reminding us on the essence of teaching reward on top of sending-to-school reward and paying-the-fee reward. Telling us the true purpose which is not merely to grow clever kids but to gain as much rewards for the hereafter which is also correcting our intention towards Lillahi Ta’ala. Hinting us that this heavy responsibility is one that we won’t want to cease.

The words lighten my shoulders that were dropped just now. This is my new journey as a parent and this graceful encouragement is one that I will keep close to my mind in holding this responsibility. All the best to me and all parents out there. Let’s do our part!

Till the next post,
SALZY

Kids Away Time

It’s Mother’s Day and I’m just here at home with my younger boy. Hubby’s outstation and my elder one is away from home. This boy, he’s also outstation – at granny’s hometown a.k.a his most favourite place! We sent him off for two weeks so we’re just parenting one child at the moment. Less hectic.

Both of my kids are so attached to the kampung, my husband’s side. They got their grandma there, aunties, uncles, cousins and friendly neighbours. Those people who always pamper them with what they want and oh, not to forget the chickens, ducks, goats, cats, rabbits and all the pets you name it. How can it not be fun there?

The very first time I left my son there with my mother-in-law was when we’re welcoming our second born. I was off for my confinement and he was only 1 and a half years old. I missssed him so much I cried most of the time. This mother-child separation is never a good idea I promised not to ever separate with my kids anymore, even for a short time. It’s not only about missing him but of course I was also worried about him, right mamas? His health, his safety. Sure everyone would take a good care of him but the fact that he’s miles away and should anything happen, we’re hopeless!

But then, you know… I come to understand that this is like a family culture. It’s different from mine. My parents won’t request us to leave our kids to them but with my in-laws, vice versa. I was first confused whether or not we should do that because our kids are still toddlers. Like is it right to hand your kids over while you’re home, child-less? My husband is on the other side. He’s okay with the idea of leaving the kids for a while as he knew how his mother really wanna spend time with her grandkids. So I was alone. It’s not nice to say ‘No’ so there you go kids. Have some fun leaving your mom crying at the corner of the bed.

What? No!

The kids are partying with the animals feeling like the king of the jungle while Mom is crying at the corner. of. the. bed? “Come on, Mom. Have some fun too!” – I told myself.

Yeah, after a few rounds of having this child-less period, I learn to control my emotions better. The most important is to appreciate the time that I have for myself and with my husband alone. Rather than worrying the unnecessary things, I remind myself that I have sooo many personal things to do. Things that I can’t do if the kids are also ‘interested’ to join. Like, blogging? Hehe.. This is the time I can write longer posts without pauses. Reading? I do read all the time even when they’re jumping on my body but this is the time I can read in my quiet zone which is so peaceful. Shopping! Without having to rush home because the kids are waiting. I can go for a movie with my husband, try out new restaurants and even pray without being climbed!

Plus, I think, what kind of grudge is that when you don’t allow your kids to be with their granny? Especially the in-law’s side. Some might do that and they sure have their own reasons. But to me, when I flashback-ed the time when I was a kid, I also had these chances to stay at my grandma’s home (father’s side) for a certain period. What if, my mom didn’t allow me to just because it’s not what she favors? Adult issues, won’t it be weird to a kid?

And so I tried to view this kids away time in a more healthy way, not just for us parents. There, they can explore different things from what I cater for them at home in the city. The environment gives them more exposure to the nature. They’re boys! Go play more with natural dirt than just Lego. Both are good anyway. The animals.. oh, sorry. They can’t have this with Mom because I’m so chicken when it comes to approaching animals. Big-family bonding and also the flexibility to mingle with people other than just us the parents.

At home, I apply some rules in hope to discipline them and when they break it, I gotta teach them a lesson. When the time is not right, I become a monster. So sometimes yes, I admit that it’s not all the time fun with me at home. Grannies don’t parent the kids. We, parent the kids. Once in a while when they get to escape to a different atmosphere for quite some time, I guess it’s good for both sides too. After all, it’s only 2 or 3 weeks and then with the will of Allah we will be reunited, blissfully.

At the moment, only my elder son is away so I’m having an exclusive time with my baby boy. Yeah, 2 and a half years old and still baby! He clings to me and I cling to him, oh boy. Happy Mother’s Day 🙂

Till the next post,
SALZY

EE Turns 33

When he caught his first white hair on his beard his reaction was,

“Wow, the next Amitabh Bachchan is in the making!” 

Haha… This is the very foremost person I met who is that excited about getting old. Normally, people would freak-out. I mean, that’s me.

Yesterday he turned 33, my Husband. I planned to make a little surprise birthday celebration with the kids for him. The best time to teach them what “Surprise” is.

Buy a cake and candles – pick-up the kids early – cook dinner – pray Maghrib – and – get the kids ready to eye at the window checking for their father’s arrival.

That was the plan. Lately has been busy period so I was very sure he gotta come back late!

When I picked-up the kids from the babysitter, I briefed them about what we’re gonna do and they were like, “Ooooo OK OK OK”. Especially my first son, he understood the idea and got excited. On the way up to our apartment, we talked about that too and were like yeahhh let’s do this Ayah’s gonna be surpriseddd!

And suddenly out of nowhere…. GAHHH!!!

-End of story-

My plans met end of story. Why on earth did he come back early today?? I was stunned looking at him laughing a proud laughter that everyone was shocked! We got in the house laughing and yeah he knew it already! He did hear our conversation earlier cesss!

But because the kids were excited and did not understand that the plan has spoiled, I thought we should go on with it. Asked hubby to go in the room and we prepped the cake and lighted up candles. Shouted “DONE!”, he’s out andddd…..surpriseeee!!! HAHAHAHA. That’s it. Our first Mom-and-kids surprise plan for Ayah’s 33rd birthday! Soooo spoiled yet so memorable. ❤

Happy 33rd Birthday My Love. The kids learned something today. 🙂

Till the next post,
SALZY

Our Significant Dhany

When I created this blog, the purpose was to document my pregnancy journey into stories compilation. I was so ambitious to blog every single thing I faced, felt, thought and learned in the journey into motherhood. When my baby is out, I wanted to upload thousands photos of him doing everything, record every milestone he passes and share tips to all mother readers. After four years, everything above becomes – “my bygone dreams”. Haha…Congratulations Mom! =D

While sometimes I feel a bit of regret for not doing what I wanted to do above, I also remember the voyage I surfed as a new mother. The hassle of juggling home, work and baby spared me no time to blog. Hence, four years passed by without a diary for my baby to read about him when he grows up. Pity boyyy…but hey! It’s never too late to start anyway.

Here, specially for my first son’s birthday entry, I sat down with my husband and we came out with a list of things about our Dear Dhany that we don’t wish to forget because they’re so significant to describe our eldest son.

Starting out, Dhany was an easy baby to be taken care of. I know I sound biased but, noo…really! He was really an easy baby. Of course he cried and got cranky at times but overall it was always easily manageable.

As soon as he turned 6 months, it was so obvious he is a Daddy’s Boy. He’s so clingy and more attracted to his father than mom. He loves to play and follow wherever Ayah goes.

At the same time, he is also a Mom’s sweetheart. He loves to pick flowers and give it to Mom. Almost every morning going to work, he will pick one and make my day.

Turning into brother at an early age (1 year 7 months), he made an amazing brother. Errasy is so lucky to have one who always gives in and loves him dearly.

A kampung boy. Being a first-grandchild of the family, he is so close to his Nekma and so attached to nanny’s home. There will always “drama” happens each time we’re leaving for KL. The idiom that says “When mother says No, ask grandma” becomes his mantra! Haha..

When he began to talk, he was really a baby-talker. Almost all words he couldn’t pronounce properly and  I even had a list of ‘Dhany’s diction’ of words that sound very different to what he actually meant. We knew it’s not good to baby-talk to kids but it became our entertainment because we felt cute, haha. After a while, we began to talk properly with him and correct his pronunciation and he’s progressing well.

He’s such a camera-shy boy! Sometimes, it’s quite frustrating to not manage to snap a proper picture of him because he just wont look at the camera. He even would wittingly move here and there and with the not so sophisticated phone of mine, candid won’t do. Whenever we manage to get one smiley snap of him, it’s precious! Like this photo :

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Dear Dhany,

Thank you for being such an adorable boy in our family. You’re a true blessing since day one we welcome you to the world and until the end of time, you will have our love unconditionally. May Allah shower you with happiness, good health and good things all the time. Be a good boy, grow up and learn as much, live your life with responsibilities.

Happy 4th Birthday, Sayang. Mom loves Dhany so much!

Till the next post,
SALZY